May 22, 2005 00:16
i am sick of people not trusting in me. i am sick of false threats and promises. i am sick of school, i am sick of my life, what it is, was, and will be, i am sick of my parents, i am sick of the stress tht comes from the knowledge that soon i will not ever see some of my friends again, i am sick of how the stress is affecting me, i am sick of how i can't control the stress, i sick of how my anger has been rising of the past week and how i can't suppress it, i am sick of hearing empty words, yet no action, i am sick of not haveing and never haveing someone that likes me for me and wanted to date me, i am sick of never have felt the feeling of love, i am sick of ppl telling me tht its not worth it, i'll decide tht for my self, i am sick of ppl telling me to be happy, i am sick of ppl saying tht there is no one tht wants to listen to them, i do, but i am sick of asking you and getting the run around, then you complain tht no one listens, no you just don't talk, you want my help?, either start talking one of the first 3 times i ask you whats wrong, cause thts all i'm asking, other than that if you want help, you'll just have to ask me, and if you don't want me to be the one to help you, then thats cool and i just hope you find that someone that can, i am sick of never telling my parents the truth, cause i don't want them to know how i feel about things, i am sick of how i can't trust my parents with anything, cause they will tell the whole damn world, i am just plain sick of my pathetic existence