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LAME!! i just found out tht my spring break is going to completely suck. DAMN IT!! this is why, Sat. i leave for Ga sourthern, get back sunday. Monday is the only day to have fun for me. Cause Tues, i'm getting my wisdom teeth cut, drilled and pulled out. OUCH!!! so i'm going to be drugged up tues, wens, thurs, and prolly fri. the Sat i leave for Ga Sourthen again this time to try out for the drum line (wish me luck) i just hope tht i'm able to play by then, cause if not i'm going to be pissed. Get back Sun, then school starts again, NOOOOOO. so, i'm going to spend my spring break all alone in my house, unless someone wants to come over and watch a movie with me, and if thats the case i'll love tht person forever.
It's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And It's been a while
Since I First saw you
And It's been a while
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means
And It's been a while
Since I can say
That I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I can say
I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
and it's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I'm gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And it's been awhile
Since I could
Look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been a while
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
To be,
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
It's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And It's been a while
Since I First saw you
And It's been a while
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means
And It's been a while
Since I can say
That I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I can say
I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
and it's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I'm gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And it's been awhile
Since I could
Look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been a while
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
To be,
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been a while
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry