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wow, i really don't use this thing any more. so this will prolly be one of my last post.
for about the last two months i have not been sleeping in my dorm, i have been sleeping in a friends place, but for the last few days i have had to sleep in my dorm, which has made me realize that i don't like being alone any more, unlike just a year ago i would love to come get on my comp, and do shit by myself, but now its the last day of the semester and almost everyone is gone home already, and ow i have plenty of time to do things by myself but it no longer brings enjoyment to me. in fact i hate it, i would rather be at sara's JUST watching a soap (nothing else) than be on my comp alone, no wounder high school sucked, being alone at my comp just flat out depresses me, only those that know me pretty well, know how much i love playing one player rpgs, so only those ppl might be able to understand why this is so confusing to me.
ohh well other than that thought my life is pretty fucking good
for about the last two months i have not been sleeping in my dorm, i have been sleeping in a friends place, but for the last few days i have had to sleep in my dorm, which has made me realize that i don't like being alone any more, unlike just a year ago i would love to come get on my comp, and do shit by myself, but now its the last day of the semester and almost everyone is gone home already, and ow i have plenty of time to do things by myself but it no longer brings enjoyment to me. in fact i hate it, i would rather be at sara's JUST watching a soap (nothing else) than be on my comp alone, no wounder high school sucked, being alone at my comp just flat out depresses me, only those that know me pretty well, know how much i love playing one player rpgs, so only those ppl might be able to understand why this is so confusing to me.
ohh well other than that thought my life is pretty fucking good