I'M BACK!
Well I had a fucking great time in Alabama, I feel stupid because I didnt want to go and I was like blah blah blah, but now I'm happy. I forgot how beautiful it is up there, and I look at Alabama as like my home, so it felt REALLY nice to go back. All my cousins have such cute accents, and I'm sorry to say I think that I have brought it back with me. OH my cousin taner was SO adorable, she just turned 1 sat. She is just so cute and sweet. When I first met her she just kinda stared at me, but within a couple min she held out her tiny lil arms for me to pick her up. And she would take a bath in the tub and splash everyone, and eat the bubbles. AGH I just cant get over her. It just makes me want to grow up so much more, I want to start my own life, move into a house,travel,get married, and have kids. But I know I'm only 14 and there must be some things I need to accomplish until then -_- but god damn I cant wait. hm... well I cant really say anything more, than I'm just really happy, and Alabama is just an unexplainable place for me. I cant wait to take mel there.
I cant wait to see matt. When we were driving back I was trying to not think about him too much, cause then I'd get sad. But I would listen to Crossfade, and think about funny times, like when we were in my cousins car and I was singing to Mr. Brightside, but I was head banging or something... anyways it made him laugh and I kept doing it over and over again.
I'm reading Raspberry Crush too, so thats not helping my longlyness to see matt. I really like the book tho. I think it's amber's... I relate some of the characters to peole in my life, so it makes it easier to relate too. The book is like 355 pages long and I read like 235 over the weekend. I actually like to read. I hope mel will let me borrow more books from her. :D
I must sleep tonight so I'll see yall tomarrow mornin!
Oh ya! Crossfade is coming back on may 14th, which is a sat. which means I have a really good chance of going! HELL YEAH!
I cant wait to see matt. When we were driving back I was trying to not think about him too much, cause then I'd get sad. But I would listen to Crossfade, and think about funny times, like when we were in my cousins car and I was singing to Mr. Brightside, but I was head banging or something... anyways it made him laugh and I kept doing it over and over again.
I'm reading Raspberry Crush too, so thats not helping my longlyness to see matt. I really like the book tho. I think it's amber's... I relate some of the characters to peole in my life, so it makes it easier to relate too. The book is like 355 pages long and I read like 235 over the weekend. I actually like to read. I hope mel will let me borrow more books from her. :D
I must sleep tonight so I'll see yall tomarrow mornin!
Oh ya! Crossfade is coming back on may 14th, which is a sat. which means I have a really good chance of going! HELL YEAH!