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i wish my dad wouuld get counseling..... he is almsot as bad as my mom.... i hate it.... hes always drunk so he cant think straight and then i get the blame for everything gone wrong.... i would move back in with my mom but shes always high and i still get the blame..... either way, its all my fault.... i feel like i cant do ANYTHING right anymore... even outside my house, i have to be perfect, i cant do annything right..... im just not good enough... ill be better off dead