Almost forgot some things existed
Times rolls on and people, places and things come and go. If you can learn to adapt to new surroundings and understand that some things are out of your hands but also understand that you have the power to change and help yourself, you'll probably do alright. This started as a joke back in 2004, but ended up a place to write down thoughts and feelings and feel like I am a part of something. Which is what everyone really wants in the end. I was apart of the DFF, the greatest group of friends I could ask for doing the dumbest shit we could think of. I was apart of a great, loving relationship with a really intelligent, beautiful girl. We found each other in a random spot in a random time in our lives at a place we each still don't understand why we were there. Everyone felt alive and everyone felt free. Either friends or someone that was more than that, we all felt love. Which makes looking back on the years so great. We had so much love for the other. Wheather it was being 10 years old and spending up the night at each other houses and staying up all night sharing whatever was in our young minds and not understanding what will happen one day. It might be that first car I had and the basicness of it and the freedom of being able to get lost on the back roads with 3 in the front and 3 and the back and just laughing til it hurt. It was also there when I watched her car drive away with tears on her face, only because the summer came and it was time to go back home, but we'd be back together soon enough. LOVE. It always knew how to keep us happy.
We all hit crossroads in our lives. And we all get lost along the way. Id be lying if I didnt say I was there right now. The ones Ive loved along the way are lost to me. And I can only blame myself. Something in me has died and I dont know how to keep up a relationship. I'm not the one to try to make excuses or pass the blame, but there is one key thing in my life that really just keeps my lonely inside. I've lost a best friend for the rest of my time. I can not just pick up the phone and call him like I so easily could the rest of the DFF. And I find myself hurt over that fact and we let it happen. So then I lose the only other person that makes everything worth it, because ive become so naive and lost track on how to keep love alive. Love is something that may come easy in any fashion, but if you dont have the will to keep it afloat, dont count on it being there forever.
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We all hit crossroads in our lives. And we all get lost along the way. Id be lying if I didnt say I was there right now. The ones Ive loved along the way are lost to me. And I can only blame myself. Something in me has died and I dont know how to keep up a relationship. I'm not the one to try to make excuses or pass the blame, but there is one key thing in my life that really just keeps my lonely inside. I've lost a best friend for the rest of my time. I can not just pick up the phone and call him like I so easily could the rest of the DFF. And I find myself hurt over that fact and we let it happen. So then I lose the only other person that makes everything worth it, because ive become so naive and lost track on how to keep love alive. Love is something that may come easy in any fashion, but if you dont have the will to keep it afloat, dont count on it being there forever.
bmx.dff.greg.samantha.photography.music.creativity.simplelife.