(no subject)

[died_crying]

I hate this life I am living,
I'm outcast, rejected, and all I have to say is, I dont give a damn.
I dont want them to see me weak, I dont want them to see me crying before I go to sleep, Iwshing I had gone to the dance or wishing that I still liked the one who left me for another. This is making my insides churn.

I wish I was apart of "that group"
I wish he still liked me
I wish she still liked me.
I wish I HER best friend
I wish I was mentioned in someone's l/j entry
I wish I were important
I wish I knew my dad
I wish my mom loved me
I wish I was loved
I wish people would read this and think a second time
I wish he would stop making things so difficult.
I wish I knew how to control my life
I wish I could make him love me
I wish for so much....If only any of this would come true...

Nobody is going to read this, or even comment...just like all my other damned posts.