Jan 07, 2007 18:01
so my job is done
and i need to find a new one so i can pay next months rent
i also want another roomate
but i dont see that happening...
still pretty bent out of shape because of the ex
i just hope, that my heart doesnt turn cold
cause its getting there
and i dont think that anyone should ever have enough power to change your heart, at least not for the worst.
"How many lovers have you had in your bed dear girl? he said.
Does it make you feel better?
To let a man use your body, just so you can feel close to someone, even if it's for a short time?
Don't fool yourself girl, this will never mend your heart."
I'm ready to love again, as long as its the right person
but im afraid ill never take the chance
or trust someone enough to even bother
all i know right now is, im jobless,heartbroken, broke, have a messy apt, have no clean clothes cause i havent been able to laundry in over a month, not in school, and overall, misreble
things need to start looking up, cause I'm sick and tired of this life