Jul 17, 2006 11:10
We share our beds and not our hearts
We act like we don't care, we know we do
lord knows I do
I'm not ashamed, I'm just afraid this will go farther for me then it ever will with you.
Lovers tongues are like misanthropic serpants,
sharing our beds amd encasing our hearts.
I'm speaking in tongues I don't even recognize.
I'm starting to wonder sometimes who I am.
Rats at my feet, vultures at my back,YOUR ALL LIARS.
Theres only one person left that is truely porud, here but not, gone but only physically, still in my heart,watching above but not below.
I think moving back to philadelphia will be the best thing for me, especially when it comes to the dave situation. It will get me away from everything and I'll be farther from him and I'll also be so busy that I wont have to think about it so much.
"Better to have loved and lost, then not to have loved at all"
I highly dissagree, HIGHLY.
Maybe we know too much. Maybe we looked to far ahead instead of worryng about today.
"all of our knowlage brings us closer to our ignorance, all of our ignorance brings us closer to our death"
I got pulled over today for having a bad inspection ticket. EAT MY ASS WORLD.
Now I have to take off of work to go to court. I hope I dont get fired.
I've come to the conclusion I want a love something like this. By the way..this entire poem from TS eilliot is quite amazing, in case there is actually someone reading this..
"Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent"
T.S. Elliot, The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock
Yes,alot like that.