Oct 05, 2008 10:39
so last night my car died in the middle of the street and this family helped me push it into a parking spot. then i got to walk back to school through the blocked off area where that man was killed last week and beaten to death with an axe handle and where another old man was robbed and beaten almost to death with his own cane. and of course no one was around to come pick me up or even to at least stay on the phone with me until i'd gotten home. not even my parents. then, just to add a bit of icing to the cake, when i was passing the school some little kid passing by me on the sidewalk with his family gave me the up-down and turned to his father and said rather loudly "DAD! look at that ugly dork! thats exactly what dorks look like!" which on any other occasion would have just made me laugh....laugh because of my hatred of humanity....but laugh, nonetheless.
the battery light was on so i think its the battery but my gas was also kind of low (not low enough for my car to die though, i would think) so im off to bike to the gas station to buy a gallon gas tank and some gas (that was supposed to be used to pay back the bank for over-drawing 5 cents on my account) to fill up and bring to my car and hope to god that that is, indeed, the problem. then, i'm off to applebees and blockbuster (on my bike) to beg on my hands and knees for a job.
i just want ONE good think to happen to me soon. i understand that everything cant be wonderful all of the time but if just ONE decent thing would happen, i think i'd be okay.
scratch that. it sounds odd, but if barack obama is elected president of the united states, all this shit will have been worth it. long term change for everyone will be better than one good thing happening for me.