SUICIDE NOTES?....
TODAY I JUST DIDNT FEEL ALL THAT GREAT...I APOLOGIZE TO ALL THE PPL THAT TRIED TO TALK TO ME AND ASK ME WAS WAS WRONG....BUT I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE...I HAVENT BEEN IN A GOOD MOOD SINCE LAST NITE WHEN DIANNE WAS HERE AND SHE WAS TALKING TO VINCE AND YEAH WELL WAT EVER...I KNOW I WAS BEING A BITCH AND YELLING AT PPL AT SKOOL WHEN ALL THEY WERE TRYING TO DO WAS HELP ME :-/
I FEEL REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW...I APOLOGIZE TO VINCE FOR BEING A BITCH WITH HIM BUT SHYT HAPPENS FOR A REASON...AND I DONT KNOW THE REASON FOR WAT HAPPEND TODAY...THE ONLY REASON I DECIDED TO IGNORE VINCE TODAY WAS ONLY BCUZ HE WAS TLAKING TO DIANNE THRU HALF OF OUR LUNCH PERIOD AND I JUST DIDNT WANT TO "INTERRUPT" THIR FUCKING CONVO. OR WAT EVER.....
HE WAS GONNA GO SEE HER PLAY AT HER GAME TODAY AFTER SKOOL :-/ BLAH I HATE THE WAY IM FEELING RIGHT NOW!...I WANNA CUT SOOO BADLY!.....FUCKING SHYT!...WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?...I DONT UNDERSTAND!I JUST WANNA DIE RIGHT NOW!...REALLY REALLY BAD!...I SEE NO REASON WHY I AM STILL ALIVE...JUST TO GET HURT?!!!? YEAH THATS IT..I BELIEVE THATS THE REASON WHY IM STILL HERE!!!!
When all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the simplest of human rights to choose a quick and easy death in place of a slow and horrible one.
I FEEL LIKE SHYT!...I CRIED AT LUNCH...I HID MYSELF SO THAT NO ONE WOULD SEE ME AND I DID A PRETTY GOOD JOB!....I WANTED TO TALK TO SOME ONE AT LUNCH...SOMEONE THAT DIDNT KEEP ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER....
*WATS WRONG?
*DO U WANT TO TALK?
*ARE U OKAI?
*AM I BUGGING YOU?
I SERIOUSLY GOT SICK AND TIRED OF THESE QUESTIONS TODAY.....I WAS TRYING TO LOOK FOR ROSENDO B CUZ I FELT THAT I COULD TALK TO HIM ABOUT IT :-/ BUT UNFORTUNATELY I COULDNT FIND HIM AND THAT JUST MADE ME MORE MAD :-/...YEP.....
I FEEL REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW...I APOLOGIZE TO VINCE FOR BEING A BITCH WITH HIM BUT SHYT HAPPENS FOR A REASON...AND I DONT KNOW THE REASON FOR WAT HAPPEND TODAY...THE ONLY REASON I DECIDED TO IGNORE VINCE TODAY WAS ONLY BCUZ HE WAS TLAKING TO DIANNE THRU HALF OF OUR LUNCH PERIOD AND I JUST DIDNT WANT TO "INTERRUPT" THIR FUCKING CONVO. OR WAT EVER.....
HE WAS GONNA GO SEE HER PLAY AT HER GAME TODAY AFTER SKOOL :-/ BLAH I HATE THE WAY IM FEELING RIGHT NOW!...I WANNA CUT SOOO BADLY!.....FUCKING SHYT!...WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?...I DONT UNDERSTAND!I JUST WANNA DIE RIGHT NOW!...REALLY REALLY BAD!...I SEE NO REASON WHY I AM STILL ALIVE...JUST TO GET HURT?!!!? YEAH THATS IT..I BELIEVE THATS THE REASON WHY IM STILL HERE!!!!
When all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the simplest of human rights to choose a quick and easy death in place of a slow and horrible one.
I FEEL LIKE SHYT!...I CRIED AT LUNCH...I HID MYSELF SO THAT NO ONE WOULD SEE ME AND I DID A PRETTY GOOD JOB!....I WANTED TO TALK TO SOME ONE AT LUNCH...SOMEONE THAT DIDNT KEEP ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER....
*WATS WRONG?
*DO U WANT TO TALK?
*ARE U OKAI?
*AM I BUGGING YOU?
I SERIOUSLY GOT SICK AND TIRED OF THESE QUESTIONS TODAY.....I WAS TRYING TO LOOK FOR ROSENDO B CUZ I FELT THAT I COULD TALK TO HIM ABOUT IT :-/ BUT UNFORTUNATELY I COULDNT FIND HIM AND THAT JUST MADE ME MORE MAD :-/...YEP.....