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[die_tryinq]

As I keep planning,
my time draws near.

screaminq, decievinq, and b l e e d i n q fer yew

she painted her eyes black
so the world would go away
held on to her torture
only so she could stay

and when the angels showed her
the pain she'd caused them all
she wished that she could feel it
just so she could fall

swallowing razor blades
to bleed upon the stage
without the sharp shards in her throat
she didn't know what to say

she can only speak with her eyes
the ones she painted black
she needed to retrieve
that something that she lacked

teasing and taunting her
until she succumbs
tastes its enthralling agony
the flavor lingers on her tongue

now she must remove this
before anyone sees
now she must unglue herself
before anyone grieves.