Singing in my Head!
Maybe I like to sing in my head. It's not like anyone ever reads what I write or really cares. I'm starting to wonder why I even try anymore. It's like a burning feeling in my heart and a stabbing feeling in my back. Who is this person who is killing me inside. I know, but what is he ever going to do. I have decided I'm going to start doing logos instead of praise team. Joel is too gay to handle. I miss my guy buddies. But if I go I know I'm going to get that awful feeling again. I really love him but it's like he doesn't care. He might not be the hottest but it's so different from that I just don't know. But it's hard when I don't know how he feels about me. But thats another time and another place. It's hard to I was wrong. But what am I supposed to say. It's hard. Love is hard. There are so many people who have there love, it's just that burning feeling again getting to my head. I want a boyfriend so bad. I want him to hold me and be there for me. But I'm not that great, I don't have anything to offer. I just want a boyfriend sooooooo bad. But whatever i guess. Maybe I'll be a nun. No I don't think so i don't think i could live without swearing. :) I'm not the same person I used to be but i like the way I am. Maybe somebody will like the way I am too. "Hey there, I know it's hard to feel." Well gooodnight and see you soon. From above the trees. "It will be Taylor and me up in the trees and the forest will give us the answers. It will be Taylor and I up in the sky its a combination fordisaster." Marty RULES!!!!