Mar 15, 2005 17:44
*sometimes it feels like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs, but no one even turns their head to notice or care*
The quote above makes me think about one of my friends. *they* are having some serious problems in their life and they're so pulled down by it. Other people seem to think that their problems arn't a big deal, but they are. Their problems are big and effect their entire life in highschool. They will never forget being treated like this. I want SOOOO bad to fix it all and make it better, but if I try I might make it worse and that is the last thing I want. I care about this person a lot. They've done so much for me and made my life TONS better. They've always been there for me. And now why they need help I can't return the favor. IT SUCKS ASS!
Plus right now I'm extrememly pissed off about one of the comments I just read. What a bitch!?!
*All I need to know is that I'm something you'll be missing.*
Whenever something in my life changes I want to make tons of changes lol. Like when my ex and I broke up I changed everything from my hair to rearranging my bedroom. It made me so happy. And now that I'm actually happy in a relationship I want to make more changes. Only more permanent. I'm repainting my room over spring break which I am SOO excited about! I also want my bellybutton pierced but I think I'm waiting until my b-day for that. For once I'm leaving my hair alone because I like it how it is. But I want more change I just don't know what. Any ideas?