May 04, 2005 00:58
you know that feeling you have when someone who used to be close to you is going away. you want to do anything in your power to stop them ,but then you remember that you are no longer close like you used to be. you know your going to miss them, but you cant help but wonder if thier even going to remember you when they come back. you never want anything to end between the two of you but it already has. you just try to forget that ever happening. you just try to remember you were once really really close. inseprable. binded. but now broken. fixable yes, but a 2 sided can not be fixed if only one side wants to be touched. you know your going to miss them so and you dont want them to leave, but deep in your mind and soul, you know it would be best for them but you are worried about them coming back and doing it all over again. becoming further apart and loosing a once great friend.
thats how i feel right now...
gana miss you jon. maybe we could go back to the old days sometime.
<3
this weekend
*marks couch bummin
*scrapbooking with kat
*getting atm card
*getting cell phone upgraded
*band practice
*recording time.
Eaden Ashley Nicole
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