Mar 12, 2005 13:31
what the fuck is the big deal i show up at colleens house he is there and then all the sudden im not a good friend and im a bad person its not like were friends again and its not like we ever will be again he just so happened to stay in the same place as me and i didnt hit him y so i lose my best friends for that ...........my only friends i see no point in this bc im not hanging out with him and you guys mean so much more to me than that and it pisses me off that you could think that i had any intention of hurting you in any way i am having a bad day and you would usually be the only ones that could help that but today im a bad friend on top of a bad son on top of a uber depressed lil dumb fuck but y would you say you dont need me bc i hung out with him i need you more than you could ever imagine and you dont seem to get that god i hate life ...............dont ever forget that i love you and you know that
i mean it all
justin debt