Feb 28, 2005 14:01
damn im finally home i couldnt stand being there any longer i was going insane i never want to be in that position again it was so uncomfortable i wish i could be him just for one day but that will never happen if i could only count the nights i have gone to sleep hoping the next day i would wake up and be someone that meant something but i always wake up and look in the mirror and there i am ill never change ill always be me and that really pisses me off bc i mean nothing to anyone and thats were this stupid anxiety come in just knowing that im at the bottom of the food chain and thats were ill stay i wish i could mean something to someone but i doubt that it will ever happen i need to do something to make myself better about myself well i could always go shave my pubic hair yes tahts what ill do im going to go shave my pubic hair ! hmmmmmmm that might help me feel good about myself
later guys
justin debt
ps if you read this and you know its about you
call me please