Nov 18, 2006 04:40
Cuz everydays the same.
i havent heard a bad version of that song, blink-182 and the descendts both do absolutly fanstastic jobs.
and Nofx's new shit is way better than war on errorism.
also, lifes going good, i think ill have a promotion at work soon, which would be sweet. and also i might be working on a full-scale movie production thats being shot in winterport, its a sci-fi movie thats got a 2 million dollars just waiting to be spent.
do you even comprehend what that would do for me?! i would have real world experience, and i'd be making money, as i also learn more about my medium, its like the best thing that could happen to me for my career as of yet. i mean my protfolio this quarter is, well impressive. i have been doing some outstanding work. i mean im still the same, the absoloute hole that becomes my stomach, and me shakeing and i cant bare to watch as i let large scale audencie's watch my stuff, and then after the comments about how awesome it is come and people just kinda wish to attain what i can do, its an amazing feeling. ive never really been on top of anything in my life, im not the best student, im not that athletic... i didnt have a real skill in life till i found film. i love this shit.
i cant wait for june, and im looking forward to the amazingness of my life to keep proceeding to that point, but damn i cant wait to fucking be out of high school and in college. i cant fucking wait. i cant wait to get to UMO and start doing those classes, i mean i know some of them are LAME AS SHIT, as from dave, and well we find the same things intresting in that area so i trust what he says. but shit like film history, and the film course's and then the new media ones. plus the hopefully entertaining english course's, and history....
i've been happy lately. its the way ive started to live. i think its because of drugs and my money situation, i live very scene to scene kinda, school.home.work.home.school.daves.home.school. you get the idea. and i dont really worry about, well, ANYTHING, im very rarely worried these days. i mean minor disturbence's. even large ones like my car, that i NEEEEED to get fixed.
damn this is a long one.
im really stoned, and bored. thats why.
well, im gunna go, find something else to do, and listen to the ALWAYS amazing LCB, OI!
ha.
:jake christ:
:its in the music, you'll never understand: