im bored.
i sat and looked at my folder for my college stuff today ran through it, read it all. and half me sensed that its gunna be alot of work, and the other half said that i shouldnt give a fuck about it right now. im listening to the latter.
im becoming apathic all ready, the few credits i dont have might keep me from college for a year. and its idiotic, because its only foriegn language, and im gunna be a new media major, so i dont understand why it matters. ill probably just got to university of bangor for a year, for one they have a really thin schedual so i could work quite abit. which at that point hopefully will be for a TV station, im hopeing this appretice ship ill be getting will be a starting porint in my career and cloth, feed and supply me the money for fun through college or as long as im in maine.
because nothing would make me happier than working my fucking hands to the bone for something i love to death. while learning and becoming more proficent at it. so i mean if this appreticeship turns to a job, im staying in maine, and ill go to UMO. no problem that would be sweet. i mean dave's here for like 3-4 years before he graduates and leaves for a foriegn country and i never speak to him again, so i mean we could probably get an apartment in bangor somewhere with someone else and he'll be going to college for at least half the time im going.
theres alot happening right now that i havent even noticed, its flown under the radar and just snapped my eyes on the prize. its gunna be alot of hard work to get to where i want to be, and for some reason right now is probably the best ive felt about my abilitys and chance's. UTC is affording me alot of oppertunity with this appreticeship, and its awesome. hopefully the whole college application deal wont make me go insane.
well, im off, im gunna make some pancakes.
:jake christ:
:you dont have to be choking to become a victim:
im becoming apathic all ready, the few credits i dont have might keep me from college for a year. and its idiotic, because its only foriegn language, and im gunna be a new media major, so i dont understand why it matters. ill probably just got to university of bangor for a year, for one they have a really thin schedual so i could work quite abit. which at that point hopefully will be for a TV station, im hopeing this appretice ship ill be getting will be a starting porint in my career and cloth, feed and supply me the money for fun through college or as long as im in maine.
because nothing would make me happier than working my fucking hands to the bone for something i love to death. while learning and becoming more proficent at it. so i mean if this appreticeship turns to a job, im staying in maine, and ill go to UMO. no problem that would be sweet. i mean dave's here for like 3-4 years before he graduates and leaves for a foriegn country and i never speak to him again, so i mean we could probably get an apartment in bangor somewhere with someone else and he'll be going to college for at least half the time im going.
theres alot happening right now that i havent even noticed, its flown under the radar and just snapped my eyes on the prize. its gunna be alot of hard work to get to where i want to be, and for some reason right now is probably the best ive felt about my abilitys and chance's. UTC is affording me alot of oppertunity with this appreticeship, and its awesome. hopefully the whole college application deal wont make me go insane.
well, im off, im gunna make some pancakes.
:jake christ:
:you dont have to be choking to become a victim: