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Is it time to move yet?
Ready to quit my job,ready to move, see some changing seasons for once, maybe sledding with the babies.
so tired of this state and the bottomless pit it is.
This year has been crazy after having maya i had mirena put in as a birth control alternative. went through so many health problems since then i attributed all the problems on having a baby but now im positive it is from the iud. i gained alot of weight 10 pounds the first month of having and steadily increased to packing on an extra thirty all the while going completeley vegan and busting my ass trying to work out. three doctors at random points this year have noted my heart was racing really strongly. so now i have a heart defect,chronic backpain and migraines. great! fuck u mirena!
I have now had it out for 3 weeks and i can already tell a difference i feel so much better my heart isnt killing me anymore. and ive lost a pound a week go figure. and thanks to an awsome hubby who has put up with my tears and back rub requests, and constant mood swings while i was on it. i couldnt do life without him. now trying to convince him to get a vasectomy is my next big hurdle.
The kids are amazing i am soo lucky to have them. connor and i are always at odds but thats not surprising since we are exactly the same person. but im working on it i know he is strong willed, stubborn and always doing things the hard way like me. he is a funny kid and i make sure to tell him 10 times a day i love him.
maya oh boy she is my lady ricky is head over heels in love with her thats his pretty girl. she is full of character for someone who can only say mama and dada. shes very observant if i ask her what or where something is she will point to it. i hope for their sake we do move up north. i do not want to raise my kids in fl.
hopefully in the next few weeks we will have some idea on the job status up north. my pops is pretty confident its going to happen. i am so glad this is happening. i wouldnt move away from my family ever unless they went to.
Ready to quit my job,ready to move, see some changing seasons for once, maybe sledding with the babies.
so tired of this state and the bottomless pit it is.
This year has been crazy after having maya i had mirena put in as a birth control alternative. went through so many health problems since then i attributed all the problems on having a baby but now im positive it is from the iud. i gained alot of weight 10 pounds the first month of having and steadily increased to packing on an extra thirty all the while going completeley vegan and busting my ass trying to work out. three doctors at random points this year have noted my heart was racing really strongly. so now i have a heart defect,chronic backpain and migraines. great! fuck u mirena!
I have now had it out for 3 weeks and i can already tell a difference i feel so much better my heart isnt killing me anymore. and ive lost a pound a week go figure. and thanks to an awsome hubby who has put up with my tears and back rub requests, and constant mood swings while i was on it. i couldnt do life without him. now trying to convince him to get a vasectomy is my next big hurdle.
The kids are amazing i am soo lucky to have them. connor and i are always at odds but thats not surprising since we are exactly the same person. but im working on it i know he is strong willed, stubborn and always doing things the hard way like me. he is a funny kid and i make sure to tell him 10 times a day i love him.
maya oh boy she is my lady ricky is head over heels in love with her thats his pretty girl. she is full of character for someone who can only say mama and dada. shes very observant if i ask her what or where something is she will point to it. i hope for their sake we do move up north. i do not want to raise my kids in fl.
hopefully in the next few weeks we will have some idea on the job status up north. my pops is pretty confident its going to happen. i am so glad this is happening. i wouldnt move away from my family ever unless they went to.