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I'm so tired. ick.
I can't wait to get a cat and name him Berlioz.
My car should come faster...so should getting my license.
So, I know this is wrong...but if someone is my good friend, and is also a good friend to people I hate...that seems really fake to me. I know it isn't, because they aren't hiding anything, and I know it's selfish of me to say this, but I would love for my friends to also happen to not like the same people I don't like. It just makes life less difficult and upsetting.
Chavez is going to kill me. However, I have this small feeling that it is going to end up being amazing as an actual show.
I should be doing something, but I am going to go watch tv or look at clothes online because I am lame like that.
I'm getting really touchy about personal space. If I don't like someone, and they get to close to me, I get really tense and angry. It even happens if I don't expect to see them somewhere and they are there...It's really...territorial, almost.
I'm really tired of fighting myself over whats right and whats wrong. I wish I could just do what I want, but I have to admit...I'm just really scared to do that.
p.s-I love and miss Joe mucho.
I can't wait to get a cat and name him Berlioz.
My car should come faster...so should getting my license.
So, I know this is wrong...but if someone is my good friend, and is also a good friend to people I hate...that seems really fake to me. I know it isn't, because they aren't hiding anything, and I know it's selfish of me to say this, but I would love for my friends to also happen to not like the same people I don't like. It just makes life less difficult and upsetting.
Chavez is going to kill me. However, I have this small feeling that it is going to end up being amazing as an actual show.
I should be doing something, but I am going to go watch tv or look at clothes online because I am lame like that.
I'm getting really touchy about personal space. If I don't like someone, and they get to close to me, I get really tense and angry. It even happens if I don't expect to see them somewhere and they are there...It's really...territorial, almost.
I'm really tired of fighting myself over whats right and whats wrong. I wish I could just do what I want, but I have to admit...I'm just really scared to do that.
p.s-I love and miss Joe mucho.