eh, the days will continue, despite the tragic loss.

Dec 20, 2007 21:51

i'm starting to feel sick, but, its not the flu or anything. i know exactly what its from.

and, no, it wasnt the vegetarian chili or the cold french fries.
although i am not excluding the fried cheese sticks.

what it actually is though, is like eight trillion thoughts and feelings
rushing through my head the whole day.
i have felt like i've had to throw up since 3. i have a headache, i've been spitting up mucus since this morning,
my throat is agitated and itchy, and i have a huge headache. NO ?BUENO.

why did the gods have to bestow upon me some idea of morales and love?
why can i not be like every other man and just want relationships for sex and status?
why do i have to have a brain, and thoughts?

i've tossed and turned for the past week over this, atleast.
anyways, wish me luck, and fortune as i press forward against the waves.
pray, i beseech upon you, that these waves turn towards the shores i seek.
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