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i can't figure out what my problem is. Something is missing from my life. I used to have confidence. I used to be good at alot of things i do. I used to be happy all the time. Now its replaced with pointless anger and im even more shy than i ever was. Im scared to talk to people now. Sure everyone gets nervous and is shy but Its bigger than that. Something deep-rooted in my mind and i cant figure it out. It bugs me way too much. Maybe everything will be better when school starts, even though all my classes are online cause i have issues. oh well its time for my 2nd day of work and i guess i have to get going before i think about it too much and get so nervous i cant function.