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i went to collins today to try and get a number or an address or something but no such luck cause his mom wasn't home. ill try again tomorrow. went to zumies and got some shorts and shirts and an application but i'm thinking about it now and its way too far to work there. i really got to get a job though.
ive just been thinking a lot about growing up and how closed off ive always been and how much i really really fucking hate it. and i wish so bad i could go back and be a different person. im just so sad that i only have a year left, and how much ive always said that everyone else was the peice of shit when really it was me being a big prick and just shutting other people out before they could do it to me. it probably just sounds dumb and whiney but it really makes me sad, and i wish i could go back and change it. i guess i really dont only have a year left, ive got my whole life, and the end of high school is just the begining of everything else and really becoming who you are. i guess i should be looking forward to the future and working on what i can now instead of dwelling on the past but hey, shit happens.
i really dont want to sound like a homo but i really dont care either, i really love you all and i wish i could show you how much everyone of you means to me.
spring break is going to be off the hook mofuckers. road trip to everywhere and back, thats the plan.
hahaha and plus there was the fucking creepiest people at wendys today that stared at meevietori. i wish i knew what was so funny about us.
ive just been thinking a lot about growing up and how closed off ive always been and how much i really really fucking hate it. and i wish so bad i could go back and be a different person. im just so sad that i only have a year left, and how much ive always said that everyone else was the peice of shit when really it was me being a big prick and just shutting other people out before they could do it to me. it probably just sounds dumb and whiney but it really makes me sad, and i wish i could go back and change it. i guess i really dont only have a year left, ive got my whole life, and the end of high school is just the begining of everything else and really becoming who you are. i guess i should be looking forward to the future and working on what i can now instead of dwelling on the past but hey, shit happens.
i really dont want to sound like a homo but i really dont care either, i really love you all and i wish i could show you how much everyone of you means to me.
spring break is going to be off the hook mofuckers. road trip to everywhere and back, thats the plan.
hahaha and plus there was the fucking creepiest people at wendys today that stared at meevietori. i wish i knew what was so funny about us.