Feb 15, 2007 02:37
When I get blotchty there's one spot in th midle of my chest that looks like a heart.
This valentines is one that I will never ever forget.
I was picked up by some of th most amazing poeple I've ever met. I swear they have been my glue lately. they keep me connected to the good parts of my life, the happy ones. They mean so much to I hope to never lose them.
A few stated that our lives could be movies, and I agree.
Most of you know of the radio tower that is right off of Fox lake road. This tower is very tall and Rachael Gail pretty much owned it. Yes, friends I was at the very tippy top of that sweet tower, with these same beautiful people that I consider true friends.I climbed those ladders wearing my fear on my sleeve. My arms were shaking and I moved slowly. I saw the tops of the trees slowly move down when I was barely near the top. Switching ladders moving farther up I saw the lights of the surrounding town. At the top I felt a sense of relief. I was up in the air. I could see the edge of the world, and I was at peace with the world.
Once my foot hit the ground, I had never felt so alive.
So open to death I ha beat it.
Windows down, spirits up, I was glad to be breathing.
I was drowning in the lights of titsuville, absorbing the words of death cab.
my night was great.
nuff' said.