die aussichten means a seeer of sorts
its been 25 weeks since my last post.
and ive been in the same place with the same feelings of a lost soul going nowhere, this time i can not wait. i can not sit and wait, that i must take my actions in my own hands and in my own nature.
my fire has been long gone hidden under heavy blankets
and i am happy i can see this. i will explode again one day.
my own little flame parading around how i used to in the streets of light.
i couldnt believe how i have forgotten, it takes those people watching you for a time to know how you've changed and been drained.
its time to be a big girl again and am thankful for my loves
who have loved me
who knows whatll happen in this year, the year i wanted to do so many things, baby steps and i'll come up roses.
and ive been in the same place with the same feelings of a lost soul going nowhere, this time i can not wait. i can not sit and wait, that i must take my actions in my own hands and in my own nature.
my fire has been long gone hidden under heavy blankets
and i am happy i can see this. i will explode again one day.
my own little flame parading around how i used to in the streets of light.
i couldnt believe how i have forgotten, it takes those people watching you for a time to know how you've changed and been drained.
its time to be a big girl again and am thankful for my loves
who have loved me
who knows whatll happen in this year, the year i wanted to do so many things, baby steps and i'll come up roses.