community whore
i'm in school and i should, of course, be doing school work. instead i have the stupidest dug-my-own-grave-i'm-such-a-fucking-idiot dilemma i can't seem to shake. for the sake of my own privacy, and theirs, i will refer to these guys in numbers. you could probably guess who they are if you've seen me recently.
horrible news of the day: 2 & 3 befriended each other on facebook today.
why does that matter? b/c the last fucking thing i need is for more of them to become FUCKING friends!
fuck, fuck, FUCK! ok, so it's common knowledge that i really just hang out w/guys when p&p are not around. which was whatever until fucking hormones and sex kicked in. don't get me wrong, i hadn't fucked any of them.
Disclaimer: NONE OF THESE GUYS IS BARRETT
i hope to GOD my name never comes up in conversation.
3 has been aggressively pursuing me for over a year now. we have so much in common. it's on a twilight-zone-thats-just-fucked-up creepy level. BUT HE'S A MAN-WHORE who i could only trust as far as i can throw.
i don't know how i feel about 2 beyond superficial attraction and his lusty dancing abilities, then there's always the mystery factor which could be argued for anyone really.
1 - it's complicated & i'll leave it at that (but he's #1 for a reason).
3 also got his ass beaten b/c of me at a party (long story short)
4 i kinda just use when everyone else isn't around, but we're so comfortable around each other we act like a married couple. i'm most open w/him in thoughts/opinions,etc. i've met his family and he's asked to meet mine (does that even mean anything these days?). he's also the one i hang out w/the most b/c, well the reason mentioned earlier and he invites me to alot of shit
5 is sweet, new, AND i should just leave him alone b/c i obviously have my hands full. i don't care how many people tell me he's cute.
and, finally, 6 i must avoid at all costs b/c he's bound to get me drunk enough one of these days...
two pairs of these guys are actually best friends and one of these pairs has NO brothers before hoes ethic.
i try making girlfriends on my own but they don't seem to like a sarcasm any. and the fact that i can be disgusting/rude.
argh!@!@!i know sound like such a bitch. why do they have to be friends?! the shit i find myself in, really.
the guy situation in WCU isn't really worth writing about and i think i've already gotten everyone to think less of me by now.
horrible news of the day: 2 & 3 befriended each other on facebook today.
why does that matter? b/c the last fucking thing i need is for more of them to become FUCKING friends!
fuck, fuck, FUCK! ok, so it's common knowledge that i really just hang out w/guys when p&p are not around. which was whatever until fucking hormones and sex kicked in. don't get me wrong, i hadn't fucked any of them.
Disclaimer: NONE OF THESE GUYS IS BARRETT
i hope to GOD my name never comes up in conversation.
3 has been aggressively pursuing me for over a year now. we have so much in common. it's on a twilight-zone-thats-just-fucked-up creepy level. BUT HE'S A MAN-WHORE who i could only trust as far as i can throw.
i don't know how i feel about 2 beyond superficial attraction and his lusty dancing abilities, then there's always the mystery factor which could be argued for anyone really.
1 - it's complicated & i'll leave it at that (but he's #1 for a reason).
3 also got his ass beaten b/c of me at a party (long story short)
4 i kinda just use when everyone else isn't around, but we're so comfortable around each other we act like a married couple. i'm most open w/him in thoughts/opinions,etc. i've met his family and he's asked to meet mine (does that even mean anything these days?). he's also the one i hang out w/the most b/c, well the reason mentioned earlier and he invites me to alot of shit
5 is sweet, new, AND i should just leave him alone b/c i obviously have my hands full. i don't care how many people tell me he's cute.
and, finally, 6 i must avoid at all costs b/c he's bound to get me drunk enough one of these days...
two pairs of these guys are actually best friends and one of these pairs has NO brothers before hoes ethic.
i try making girlfriends on my own but they don't seem to like a sarcasm any. and the fact that i can be disgusting/rude.
argh!@!@!i know sound like such a bitch. why do they have to be friends?! the shit i find myself in, really.
the guy situation in WCU isn't really worth writing about and i think i've already gotten everyone to think less of me by now.