HAPPy HAPPY HAPPY! and a little tired
that's how i fucking feel right now! normally i try to sound well articuluated with my fancy vocabulary and over use of a thesuarus, but FUCK IT! i LOVE my GIS teacher. here is an email i sent him:
Dear Dr. Tachovsky
i know this may seem completely unprofessional, but could i please, please, please have a 4 hour extension on the project/final? i already had it completed, but before i had a chance to print it i misplaced my flash disk. i searched everywhere for it all night but to no avail. i am currently retyping it from memory at the library and have been here since 7:15am after bugging the man running to place to let me in early. i would of tried retyping it at home but the "i" key and the "t" are broken on my computer and it would have taken forever.
any extention at all and i would be eternally grateful. sincerely, Maria
of course, this is like 50% true, the "i" key really is broken, but i didn't really have it completed. i over slept when i was suppose to type 10 pages in one morning. i must have been on some really good crack to think i can get it all done this morning.
i'm tired b/c as soon as i received the extention i ran to the bathroom and started dancing wildly to Outkast since this being a library i couldn't scream and needed some kind of outlet to release the unfiltered joy seeping from my soul. i know i sound like an idiot and i don't care! i can bearly keep my fingers still.
being a shameless suck up pays off yet again. i remember sometime during the semester he said something like: "wow, you really are a dedicated student" and i actually said: "perhaps b/c i'm asian" (very bridget like too) at first he looked at me like "are you serious?" then laughed.
even though i possibly have to retake two of my courses and this has been by far the worse semester of my life, right now at this moment i feel so lite and free and carefree and enlightened and i don't even know why or even care enough to find out why. was i slipped something?
these pass few days have been so weird. nothing out of the ordinary has occurred i just feel liberated. right now i'm comparing my current self with my past self thinking: oh normally i wouldn't write this or i wouldn't write that. but seriously though, FUCK IT. i don't even think this has anything to do with the semester finally being over. maybe its from lack of sleep and what i've been experiencing is just a constant state of deranged euphoria. i truely hope not since i'm apparently really enjoying this and my current lifestyle isn't a healthy one.
since finals week my days and nights have melted into one. i practically live in the library, take the 8:13pm SEPTA bus to Exon, then the connecting Route A to Downingtown. i'm usually home by 9:30-10:00 and pass out on the couch and wake up (w/out an alarm) at anywhere between 2-4am, shower, study or listen to music then take the 6:20am bus back to West Chester, repeat.
i've hardly eaten/drank a thing all week since a) i have no money (for food anyway) and b) i'm currently on a hunger strike and refuse to eat anything given to me by my mother. i know that sounds childish, but this is the closest to feeling self efficient in probably forever & this is the fastest way i can think of that'll freak her out. it has been surprisingly easy rationing the limited amount of food i have at my disposal. plus finding food isn't even as difficult as i thought it would be. like on the last day of class of SPK, a class i was originally dreading since i was hoping it'd be cancelled since i didn't have any study days, she announced that she was going to bring food so that kept me from skipping it. afterwards she said she was going to throw it out if no one wanted it so i took it. it lasted 2 days. i haven't really drank anything out of sheer laziness since my ass can't seem to leave the computer long enough to go to the water fountain. so now i keep cramping up everywhere, even my side and between my shoulder blades, which i didn't even think possible.
my family's kinda pissed at never seeing me and i look like shit. why would they even want to see me? i'm a bitch. funny how i've always been horrible at dieting, being the void of will power and dignity that i am, but being a spiteful, naive, stubborn cunt i'd put an obese britney spears to shame.
everything is so fucking perfect right now
expect to see this on Facebook:
Ria is trying to find a field to fucking prance in!
Dear Dr. Tachovsky
i know this may seem completely unprofessional, but could i please, please, please have a 4 hour extension on the project/final? i already had it completed, but before i had a chance to print it i misplaced my flash disk. i searched everywhere for it all night but to no avail. i am currently retyping it from memory at the library and have been here since 7:15am after bugging the man running to place to let me in early. i would of tried retyping it at home but the "i" key and the "t" are broken on my computer and it would have taken forever.
any extention at all and i would be eternally grateful. sincerely, Maria
of course, this is like 50% true, the "i" key really is broken, but i didn't really have it completed. i over slept when i was suppose to type 10 pages in one morning. i must have been on some really good crack to think i can get it all done this morning.
i'm tired b/c as soon as i received the extention i ran to the bathroom and started dancing wildly to Outkast since this being a library i couldn't scream and needed some kind of outlet to release the unfiltered joy seeping from my soul. i know i sound like an idiot and i don't care! i can bearly keep my fingers still.
being a shameless suck up pays off yet again. i remember sometime during the semester he said something like: "wow, you really are a dedicated student" and i actually said: "perhaps b/c i'm asian" (very bridget like too) at first he looked at me like "are you serious?" then laughed.
even though i possibly have to retake two of my courses and this has been by far the worse semester of my life, right now at this moment i feel so lite and free and carefree and enlightened and i don't even know why or even care enough to find out why. was i slipped something?
these pass few days have been so weird. nothing out of the ordinary has occurred i just feel liberated. right now i'm comparing my current self with my past self thinking: oh normally i wouldn't write this or i wouldn't write that. but seriously though, FUCK IT. i don't even think this has anything to do with the semester finally being over. maybe its from lack of sleep and what i've been experiencing is just a constant state of deranged euphoria. i truely hope not since i'm apparently really enjoying this and my current lifestyle isn't a healthy one.
since finals week my days and nights have melted into one. i practically live in the library, take the 8:13pm SEPTA bus to Exon, then the connecting Route A to Downingtown. i'm usually home by 9:30-10:00 and pass out on the couch and wake up (w/out an alarm) at anywhere between 2-4am, shower, study or listen to music then take the 6:20am bus back to West Chester, repeat.
i've hardly eaten/drank a thing all week since a) i have no money (for food anyway) and b) i'm currently on a hunger strike and refuse to eat anything given to me by my mother. i know that sounds childish, but this is the closest to feeling self efficient in probably forever & this is the fastest way i can think of that'll freak her out. it has been surprisingly easy rationing the limited amount of food i have at my disposal. plus finding food isn't even as difficult as i thought it would be. like on the last day of class of SPK, a class i was originally dreading since i was hoping it'd be cancelled since i didn't have any study days, she announced that she was going to bring food so that kept me from skipping it. afterwards she said she was going to throw it out if no one wanted it so i took it. it lasted 2 days. i haven't really drank anything out of sheer laziness since my ass can't seem to leave the computer long enough to go to the water fountain. so now i keep cramping up everywhere, even my side and between my shoulder blades, which i didn't even think possible.
my family's kinda pissed at never seeing me and i look like shit. why would they even want to see me? i'm a bitch. funny how i've always been horrible at dieting, being the void of will power and dignity that i am, but being a spiteful, naive, stubborn cunt i'd put an obese britney spears to shame.
everything is so fucking perfect right now
expect to see this on Facebook:
Ria is trying to find a field to fucking prance in!