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some people think im responsible
some people think im a good guy
some people think i have a future
some people think im happy...
for the record, none of that is true.
My responsible side is no more than a farce to keep me outta trouble. Without an act to put on my days would be boring. At least when u seem responsible you don't have to worry when police drive by.
I Am Not A Good Person. The only reason i mIght seem that way to some is becAuse i try not to burn bridges. I know if i seeM like the manipulative jackass i rEally am then i wouldnt be able to get away with the stupid shit i do Very often. Dont forget I dId take drama in high schooL, an contrary to popular belief i learned much in that class
I have no future. In the time since i Lost my job at Papa Ginos i have nOt been able to get a job anywhere. No one will hire me. Bottom rung chainS like CVS and Walgreens donT even give me a ChAnce. RightfUlly so i gueSs. I don't deserve any chances anymorE.
I am not happy.I haven been for a Long time. i wont be for An even longer time. That i am most sure of. I dont know how but i havent hit roCk bottom yet, things always have a tendency to go from bad to worsE and im sure theY will.
Some thInk they know, others see only one side, and others would blindly think all is well. No one knows, I have nothing in this world for me anymore. Or so thats how it feels in this, my time of nothingness... I feel i am alone again and that scares me beyond comprehension
some people think im a good guy
some people think i have a future
some people think im happy...
for the record, none of that is true.
My responsible side is no more than a farce to keep me outta trouble. Without an act to put on my days would be boring. At least when u seem responsible you don't have to worry when police drive by.
I Am Not A Good Person. The only reason i mIght seem that way to some is becAuse i try not to burn bridges. I know if i seeM like the manipulative jackass i rEally am then i wouldnt be able to get away with the stupid shit i do Very often. Dont forget I dId take drama in high schooL, an contrary to popular belief i learned much in that class
I have no future. In the time since i Lost my job at Papa Ginos i have nOt been able to get a job anywhere. No one will hire me. Bottom rung chainS like CVS and Walgreens donT even give me a ChAnce. RightfUlly so i gueSs. I don't deserve any chances anymorE.
I am not happy.I haven been for a Long time. i wont be for An even longer time. That i am most sure of. I dont know how but i havent hit roCk bottom yet, things always have a tendency to go from bad to worsE and im sure theY will.
Some thInk they know, others see only one side, and others would blindly think all is well. No one knows, I have nothing in this world for me anymore. Or so thats how it feels in this, my time of nothingness... I feel i am alone again and that scares me beyond comprehension