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I may be a bit fucked up tonight
but dont sit there and blame for shit i didn't do.
i feel bad enough on my own without you getting on my case any more than normal.
another night i get to punish myself for shit i've done wrong.
maybe this time i'll swallow my problems in pills instead of with a razor.
its not like you'd care right now anyways. it's not like i care at all.
i shouldnt sit here and feel sorry for myself,
i dont deserve that luxury.
its nights like this i want nothing more than to be left alone
and deal with my problems on my own
tomorrows therapy and i dont want to go
why should i
it doesnt help
my meds might if took them
i honestly dont want to though