I don't want to feel misunderstood.
As I sit here in my bed alone because I suppose that's what I deserve for wanting to talk and be heard I wonder why can't people just understand me. I am honest, I talk a lot, I talk a lot about nothing often but I do tend to talk about other things, I'm not always the best at expressing my feeling in an I feel kind of way but I try, I don't always succeed but I put forth the effort as often as I can, which I'm sure could be more but none the less I have the desire. I can tend to come off flaky or fake I suppose because I often don't say a lot and like to observe but I crave emotional connections. I feel often that I'm mis wired or something and no matter how hard I try my lights don't always come on at the right time but I want to shine. I want nothing more than to be understood.