I forgot what I wanted to come on here and type about.....
Oh yeah there it goes. I am offically Mrs. Christina Stone again. Divorce is finally. Woohoo. Now if he (Jason) will just stop trying to touch me in weird ways when he sees me we'll be all fine. I do not want him pinting over me for years and years. Especailly if he is seeing someone. That is just gives me the creepies. There is just something about him that just gets under my skin that I can not get over. I should have just trusted my gut in the first place. But if I hadn't I wouldn't have my wonderful little smart ass of a kiddo boogie butt Trent. Just gotta live and learn from mistakes and not make them again. Grow and don't regret. I'm having problems with coming to terms with anything. I need to be myself and not worry what others have to say or think of me. I am so worried about someone not liking me that I stress myself out and get all freaked and wigged out on Daniel and that drives him insane. I just need to keep reminding myself that the world is not going to fall apart and I am ok and if it does start falling I have Trent and Daniel there by my side. I think that the lack of good people around here to become friends with and a decent work atmosphere is a little depressing and I don't notice that I am getting in these ruts and it brings me and everyone around me down. I have 2 or 3 good weeks and 2 or 3 bad weeks. I need to have them all good. Daniel has been my tree in all of this. Having him to lean on when things get me down is nice. I know I give him hell with my horrible ways of commication but I am working hard on that. I am talking to him finally which is more than I can say for anyone else, even my own mother. When I found out that I almost lost Trent because I didn't think I would come up with the money to afford a lawyer, I showed back to work in tears and just so upset, my mom did nothing. The bosses daughter came up to me and gave me and hug and made sure everything was ok. Fixed a cup of coffee and talked with me until I felt better. Even though she didn't mean most of it, it was more than what my mother gave me. Daniel has been with me through some many things I'm surprised he has ran away from me yet. Speaking of which he has his doctors appointment this monday the 20th. Lets hope we can get some answers finally. But anyways, this was suppose to be short but look at me. Well, there's my update. =P Have a good night!