im the words you wont say...
its so hard when you know something cant go back to the way it was, but you still keep that little hope that it will magically return, if even for a few days. and just because you keep that hope it makes it so much worse when things come crashing down and stomp on the hope you tried to keep, that still exists even though you know that realistically nothing can come out of it.
canada was fun, everyone was surprised when kate and i showed up it was nice. kate and i had a lot of bonding conversations in the wee hours of the morning when no one was up yet. we discussed things like bodily functions, the first time we masterbated and how big we thought kyle's penis was.
im sort of depressed right now, knowing me il push it to the back of my head and put on a happy face after listening to my mix of depressing songs. il be in a slump for about a day to the world and then il just keep the rest of whatever im feeling to myself and try to show everyone else that im happy.
i need to stop being such a fucking hopeless romantic..it fucks me over every time.
canada was fun, everyone was surprised when kate and i showed up it was nice. kate and i had a lot of bonding conversations in the wee hours of the morning when no one was up yet. we discussed things like bodily functions, the first time we masterbated and how big we thought kyle's penis was.
im sort of depressed right now, knowing me il push it to the back of my head and put on a happy face after listening to my mix of depressing songs. il be in a slump for about a day to the world and then il just keep the rest of whatever im feeling to myself and try to show everyone else that im happy.
i need to stop being such a fucking hopeless romantic..it fucks me over every time.