Nov 02, 2005 00:09
i hate getting drunk and messaging people. this has really got to stop.i end up making an ass out of myself. and then i tellsome people things i shouldnt. i hope everyone just takes what i say in jest. cuz i'mhoping all they do is laugh and go haha caras drunk, shes so funny andobnoxious when shes drunk. fuckin a.
in other news my enter key broke. i feelsolost with outit. and now my space bar doesnt seem to be working. what is with this new set up to post in livejournal? goodness gracious.
i hate caring too much about things. about how people will react or respondtome. i dont care about what the fucking stranger on the street thinks of me, but i care toomuch about what my friends think..after a long night of drunken convos i feellike...fuck..i hope no one hates me,why wont this person respond right away tomy message. did i say soemthing wrong...ANSWER ME NOW GOD DAMNIT!!!! if you don't respond in literally 1second it means you hate me!! SO DO IT!!! thats all. myventing isdone. when im drunk i like to create drama..but like stupid drama where i tell ellen that i dont want to talk to heranymore,or like in canada when i said i wanted the light to fallonmy head. i need to fix this space bar andstop drinking. bye fuckers.