Aug 09, 2010 18:35
Seriously, someone somewhere up there is having a sick twisted laugh at my expense today.
Possibly THE worst thing that can happen with me only have 4 days in work left has now occured.
My computer is f****d!!!! Not even redeemable but completely kaput. I've lost access to files, email and all sorts of stuff right on the edge of me trying to sort everything out and leave things in good order for my maternity leave.
I am beyond calming down, if one more person tell me to relax, its one of these things and not my problem after Friday I swear I will rip their head off and shove it up the smallest most painful orifice I can find and then I will jump on the stumpy bit left behind until they beg for mercy!!!!
IT IS MY F*****G PROBLEM - I had plans to leave work calm, prepared and comfortable everything was in good order now I can't even get the work I need to get done completed. It is a total and utter disaster and I am wondering who I pissed off to deserve this happening this week of all weeks.
I'm tired, I don't want to be worried about work, I want it all to be sorted and now this happens. Seriously there are not enough swear words to allow me to vent how I feel right now and that includes the worst ones you can think off and then some.
I got hysterical earlier and now the baby has gone bananas inside and my back hurts like hell. Wouldn't it be just tremendous if all the shit I've had to deal with today brings on early labour??? I wouldn't be surprised.
I could go on but it might get boring and seriously sweary and I'm so angry right now I am scaring myself.