(SMAP) Try, Tried, Trying
Try, Tried, Trying
Shingo/Tsuyoshi, SMAP | PG-13 | 2,584 words
NONE OF THIS IS REAL LIFE.
( Shingo’s suddenly reminded of late nights spent on the couch with Tsuyopon, beers between their knees )
Shingo/Tsuyoshi, SMAP | PG-13 | 2,584 words
NONE OF THIS IS REAL LIFE.
( Shingo’s suddenly reminded of late nights spent on the couch with Tsuyopon, beers between their knees )
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I brought home a shitload of work so I REALLY SHOULDN'T BE COMMENTING but here're my favouritest lines
It finally hits him. They’re all hurting. They’ve all lost someone they love and they’re never getting him back.
Shingo suddenly feels like a jerk.
if it weren’t for the way Nakai had pulled the brim of his beanie over his eyes and Kimura had slipped a hand up the back of their leader’s neck, Shingo wouldn’t have had a clue. It was later in the corridor when Goro had told him that Takuya would be speaking at the memorial instead, that Shingo knew for sure
“Of course, we miss him, but... we’re happy for these twenty some odd years we’ve had with him, too, even if we’d been aiming for forever-without a doubt, they were the best years of our lives,”
but Goro blows his mind. He pulls back from his place behind Shingo and hugs Kimura instead.
“I’m so proud.” Shingo doesn’t know how he hears Goro’s soft voice, but he hears Kimura’s sniffles, sees him shift.
“I don’t know how I did it,”
They weren’t okay, they probably never would be. But they’d always keep trying.
)): I'm sorry this wasn't more constructive. But as much as I really liked the fic, and got all sniffly and teary, I don't think I'm ever gonna read it again. Ever. There isn't even a happy version I can imagine out of this )): It's a really twisted compliment, but that's how good it was ))))):
//YOU KILLED TSUYOPON. /wails
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I still haven't been able to get around the idea THAT I KILLED TSUYOPON, even if it's not rl. ;A;
Honestly? The fact you can't read it again is totally a good thing! I mean, if it can muster an emotion out of you, especially something like that? As obvious as that might be, the fact you took time out of your life to read this puddle of poop is enough for me. /:
After finally finishing this, I like, re-watched several SxS skits I still have on my drive and every time I saw Tsuyopon I kept thinking, dear god, what have I done? ILUSM!
I'm never writing character death again. I've read so many 'fics with that, and people who can do it more than once? Kudos to 'em, because this shit be heartbreaking.
I HOPE YOU DON'T H8 ME. I H8 ME.))):
/holds Tsuyopon to her bosom
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Oh no (Ohno! - He's actually creeping up on me. Bit by bit, there's moments I find him cute. Crap. They're all sneaky that way.) I couldn't possibly hate you bb <3
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