May 10, 2011 19:28
Okay so lately, I've felt like I've been going insane. My boyfriend keeps wanting to go down on me what feels like all the time. I'm EXTREMELY hesitant for him to do so to me, because of several reasons, one of which being that for some reason, I keep expecting him to demand that I return the favor.
I, am totally against giving a blowjob. It's something that I don't think I'll ever be okay with doing. I get panicky just imagining giving one, and so I don't want to ever do that. That's not for me.
He's really understanding, but I don't know what to do. I just want to continue with our regular, (kind of boring) sex. I'm not ready for much else.