Ugh...
Today sucked. I had a panic attack during ballet class so I couldn't finish and I just sat and drew in the studio for the rest of class. David was there but he was doing laundry. I cried a lot in the dressing room and it was awful. I have been in a mood all day and I went to Barnes and Noble for the R.Crumb handbook but decided it was more money than I felt like spending so I have to wait and get it on amazon.com. My mom and I listened to The album Peter, Paul and Mommy and it made me want to cry and I did a little but not so my mom could see and she kept say how I was being a downer but I couldn't help it and she just made me feel worse.
We went to target to get some soft clothes for my grandma. We got her some dresses. I was still upset.
when we got home I was just sitting on the couch being sad. I cried again.
Eventually my mom put on a record and I went and listened to it and drew pictures. I don't remember the guys name but I really liked it. Then she played woody Guthrie and I drew an old man on a rocking chair on his porch singing and playing guitar. I felt better by that point.
I am tired and have work in the morning. I am scared to work in the morning.
We went to target to get some soft clothes for my grandma. We got her some dresses. I was still upset.
when we got home I was just sitting on the couch being sad. I cried again.
Eventually my mom put on a record and I went and listened to it and drew pictures. I don't remember the guys name but I really liked it. Then she played woody Guthrie and I drew an old man on a rocking chair on his porch singing and playing guitar. I felt better by that point.
I am tired and have work in the morning. I am scared to work in the morning.