Jun 18, 2003 05:23
Here it is almost nearing 5:30 AM. I haven't had much of a sleep in God knows how long. Too many thing that I'm trying to deal with. Being strong for others.. when I have very few being strong for me.
Tell me.. what is it? What is it that you people have heard that makes this sudden hatred come about? Do you know me? I don't think you do, because not many actually want to take that chance. They say they know I'm some kind of 'male whore'.. but notice... when they tell me... It's always that 'I heard that someone said this about you doing this and this and blah blah blah'. I know what people say and I'm perfectly fine with it. Maybe you all are right.. maybe I was this big male slut or some shit.
Atleast I admit to it.
But I like to think that I have changed. And I'm sure others would agree.