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[dicaprio_]

Two updates in one day..

But I am so fucking frustrated right now that it's not even funny. Why do I feel like I'm losing everything? Everything.

If anyone needs me I shall be drinking my life away.. you may be getting a call from the police and have it be me asking for bail.

I'm out.

Edit:
Anyone care to join in me in a night of non-stop

Comments

[posen]

Stop this. Drinking . . isn't going to make things any less difficult for you. What are you losing, what? You need to talk to someone about these things.

- She frowned lightly. -

[dicaprio_]

Who am I supposed to talk to, Korina? Gisele is pretty much taking herself out of my life... you have far too much on your mind to deal with me. Everyone else hates my guts.

Who do I have? Who?

[posen]

Don't let her, Leo. Don't let her leave. Sometimes you have to put up a fight for what . . for who is important. It doesn't matter what I'm "dealing" with. I wouldn't turn someone I cared about away. They don't hate you. They don't even know you.

You have me to talk to.

[dicaprio_]

I just... ah... I don't want to make things worse for anyone. How am I supposed to make her stay? By the looks of it.. the only way would be for her and I to be together again. But I'm not sure if I want that because right now I have no idea what I want about anything. It would just be best if I let everyone live their lives and not worry about me.

[posen]

How would you make things worse? You . . tell her the truth. You need her? Tell her. Look not everyone knows all of the time. Like we talked about last night . . it's normal to be unsure about things. You don't always have to know. Don't say that. By "leaving everyone be" . . you'd be giving up and that's not going to happen, remember?

[dicaprio_]

I don't know what I need. That's the basis of this all. Sometimes you have to give up.. But I look at it more as... a vacation.

[gisele_c_b]

That's what you think? That I would only be interested in being your lover? You're wrong Leo. The reason I said I'd remove myself was because I felt that my being around made you even more confused. It wasn't some form of emotional blackmail - "Be with me or lose me full-stop" - and I'm sorry you saw it that way.