maybe i should write more
maybe i should record more stuff. i wonder if i can print out this journal so i can keep it for the years to come or something to see what iw as worrying about one day and excited about on another.
i think my life will always be like this though...balanced and questioning why i'm not feeling the opposite emotion.
"this too shall pass".
i have all these plans and i'm this major optimist, adventurer, and actual acheiver vs. dreamer. i'm happy that i'm doing everything that i've wanted to do, and am not one of those people just sitting in a town doing the same old thing everyday and trapped in a loop only wishing to travel and wishing to do cool projects.
i enjoy my projects.
sidenote: ugh! i'm visiiting miami for 3 damn days with limited time and i've already been stood up by one of my "friends". damn i could have been hanging out with someone else instead of waiting for her ass! grr.
i feel as if its not even worth my time. i'm not even going to bother next time. fuck that shit.
so here's some projects i'm doing: the list the list oooo the list!!!
---Tableau Vivant- Art Come To Life- basically bringing Pukac's art to life with actors and such. it's going to be amazing. So i'm directing it and making puppets as of now. searching for actresses stil.
---Working at a gallery on main street- doing some cool stuff and learning how to run a business
---School full time- i hate it, but i'm learning guitar, so hey
---"The Most Depressing Man"-a short film, i just finished doing art stuff for the production
---"Vengeance"-i'm doing production design and props for this feature length independent film (Stanley Tucci might be the main role which is great! it's a cool film noir type murder mystery kind of.
---Planning my move to California-happening at the end of the summer hopefully.
---other miscellaneous film projects, producing and such
---Writing a Screenplay, it's going to be amazing!
i guess thats it, or at least the important stuff.
well i'm going to sleep since i've been stood up. dammit now i got to go move my car. arghhhh