(Trying not to) countdown
Two Weeks.
It´s near impossible for me to live in the moment, though I´ve been learning, and my thoughts have been drifting to still distant plans, dreams, and responsibilities.
Things I have to figure out include pretty much everything:
-where to live, Jersery or Philly or other city, then a house
-job, a career?
-where to study spanish (CCP with residency? free classes where?)
-microenterprise idea and algunos investigaciones.
and the lesser ones:
-why I paid like $600 in taxes
-student loan shit
-what to do with remaining $ so that I don´t touch it
-the problem of not wanting to speak English anymore
I´m worried I won´t be able to remember any of this. That sounds completely weird to me but still.
.................For now, back in Perù, in Cuzco. The first time back to a country and a city, it feels wrong and right at once. Good to see people we know, so very good. For right now, have to figure out my plane ticket AGAIN and not much else. Seems I bought a shitty combination of two flight which involves flying postage, sitting in Caracas tryin not to get robbed for three hours, then spending twelve hours/overnight in Miami. Or going out with Lourdes, what?
Saw a dead guinea pig being born today. Wild giant chincilla yesterday.
It´s near impossible for me to live in the moment, though I´ve been learning, and my thoughts have been drifting to still distant plans, dreams, and responsibilities.
Things I have to figure out include pretty much everything:
-where to live, Jersery or Philly or other city, then a house
-job, a career?
-where to study spanish (CCP with residency? free classes where?)
-microenterprise idea and algunos investigaciones.
and the lesser ones:
-why I paid like $600 in taxes
-student loan shit
-what to do with remaining $ so that I don´t touch it
-the problem of not wanting to speak English anymore
I´m worried I won´t be able to remember any of this. That sounds completely weird to me but still.
.................For now, back in Perù, in Cuzco. The first time back to a country and a city, it feels wrong and right at once. Good to see people we know, so very good. For right now, have to figure out my plane ticket AGAIN and not much else. Seems I bought a shitty combination of two flight which involves flying postage, sitting in Caracas tryin not to get robbed for three hours, then spending twelve hours/overnight in Miami. Or going out with Lourdes, what?
Saw a dead guinea pig being born today. Wild giant chincilla yesterday.