I miss sleeping through an entire night

May 24, 2008 04:54

Can't sleep. It's almost 5, I have been up since 3. This week our sleep has been shot to hell because I was sick earlier in the week, which meant nights of tossing and turning, then Aaron worked a couple of late shifts and I was bad and didn't go to sleep before he got home like I was supposed to... and general lack of sleep from trying to get comfortable and having to pee 3 times a night. I keep trying to sleep through the need to pee, but then I wake up later with the baby protesting because I didn't get up and pee when I should have. Sheesh, calm down in there and go back to sleep lil one, I don't want your schedule shot to hell too!

It occured to me today how big I am getting. My stomach looks ginourmous and putting on and taking off socks has now become the bane of my existence. I really can't imagine doing this without Aaron. There's something to save and remember for anniversaries. "I will never forget how you would liberate me from my socks after a long day at work. Those moments cemented my love for you forever!" I hate having to get up to walk to the bathroom at work because I feel like my stomach precedes me so that the people in the next department know I am coming before the rest of me is anywhere near them. And if my boss doesn't get me a foot stool soon, I will squash him under my desk and use his back as one! >.<

I think my brain is starting to shut down again. Going to crawl back into bed and see if I can get any more sleep. Of course, as soon as I type that the baby decides to start kicking my cervix. GO TO SLEEP! No waking up now and kicking unless you can kick dad in the back if I snuggle him really tight, lol. Then we can all be awake together and deliriously post on LJ.

And yes, I know I won't be getting much sleep once he's born either. Why people feel the need to point out the very obvious things about having children, I'll never know. If I hear that or, "You're going to be pregnant all summer? Wow, that sucks!" one more time I may punch someone. Or just add them to the squashed people under the desk with my boss. No, I plan on dosing my baby with Benedryl so that I can sleep every night and I am praying for pre-term labor so that I can have a preemie instead of living through the inconvenience of being pregnant during summer. Morons.
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