Unnamed and Forgotten
It's been awhile. And the time in between has sucked all complete ass.
Turns out I do now hoave a crush on someone, whom I little like. Gah. He's an idiot. Why does that seem to always appeal to me?
I feel like shit and have all week. The highlight, however, is that Japanese class; hence, it's the only thing that I enjoy anymore. But the horrible thing is that, I know I usually focus on really hard on just ONE class each semester; the trouble is, now that's the Japanese class, which I don't get graded for. Fate is cruel. I need to bring myself back around to English. My grades were horrid. I mean, I've never seen anything so unseemly. The AP classes were either ok grades or easily made-up. It's the normal classes that are giving me trouble now. I don't worry about math, because as much as I complain about it, if need be, I can teach myself. Screw Mr. Moss. Chemistry is getting better, but I can't make up what I missed, so it's gonna be hell bringing it up.
But enough about school.
I'm pissed off. About alot of things that no one person gives a shit about. And I'm tired. And lonely. I sound pathetic. Heh. Hush. Don't care.
And I'm beginning to hate rping. At least right now. I love Fruits Basket, but I need direction. And now our Tohru left, so Kyo and Yuki are stuck. Thanks, asshole. But in, still, other news, I miss just being able to talk. To people, with them actively participating or listening. I have neither now.
Me = Whiny baby. x.x;
Still sad. Can't help it, even though I'm poking fun at myself. I don't want to go to school tomorrow just to have all those faces STARING at me. That's all I think about when I'm there: 'What am I supposed to do next?' Gah!!! It's so goddamn akward.
Not to be mean. Not trying to be.
Turns out I do now hoave a crush on someone, whom I little like. Gah. He's an idiot. Why does that seem to always appeal to me?
I feel like shit and have all week. The highlight, however, is that Japanese class; hence, it's the only thing that I enjoy anymore. But the horrible thing is that, I know I usually focus on really hard on just ONE class each semester; the trouble is, now that's the Japanese class, which I don't get graded for. Fate is cruel. I need to bring myself back around to English. My grades were horrid. I mean, I've never seen anything so unseemly. The AP classes were either ok grades or easily made-up. It's the normal classes that are giving me trouble now. I don't worry about math, because as much as I complain about it, if need be, I can teach myself. Screw Mr. Moss. Chemistry is getting better, but I can't make up what I missed, so it's gonna be hell bringing it up.
But enough about school.
I'm pissed off. About alot of things that no one person gives a shit about. And I'm tired. And lonely. I sound pathetic. Heh. Hush. Don't care.
And I'm beginning to hate rping. At least right now. I love Fruits Basket, but I need direction. And now our Tohru left, so Kyo and Yuki are stuck. Thanks, asshole. But in, still, other news, I miss just being able to talk. To people, with them actively participating or listening. I have neither now.
Me = Whiny baby. x.x;
Still sad. Can't help it, even though I'm poking fun at myself. I don't want to go to school tomorrow just to have all those faces STARING at me. That's all I think about when I'm there: 'What am I supposed to do next?' Gah!!! It's so goddamn akward.
Not to be mean. Not trying to be.