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this weekend was insane.
very very insane.
went up to barrie saturday.
hung around the house with chris, thom, dan, daniel, lunchbox, james and kyle.
we smoked up.
got fucked.
lunchbox is funny when he's high.
oh man.
i love it.
we watched movies in chris's room.
and some people passed out early.
aka chris.
and it was funny.
stayed up talking with someone all night.
very fun.
hmm.
sunday we woke up.
got french toast.
um um um um.
got ready for the show.
cora dropped sara off somewhere.
then me, her and dan took the car down to the foundy.
thom and dan took the bus.
chris was already downtown with courtney and james.
we all met up.
dan and i went to lucky devil.
got his lip ring changed.
cause i accidently knocked it out the night before when he was attacking me.
then we went to the foundy.
saw people.
they played their set.
daniel left to go home.
thom went home too.
and kyle did too.
sarah, me, dan, lunchbox, james, chris and courtney stayed to watch vicodin and me.
they were good.
then we went to lunchbox's house.
and we met up with bubbles.
and got high.
i fucking love his king kong bong.
oh yeah.
me and sarah were fucked we kept talking about sex.
and she kept making me laugh.
i couldn't stop.
it was great though.
although someone *cough*andrew*cough* doesn't have orange juice in his house so we had to chase the vodka with iced tea.
which wasn't that bad.
it was good actually.
anyways.
we passed out early.
some of us did.
the next morning me, james, dan and chris went to the bus terminal.
and got burger king.
aha gross.
then james took the bus home to sleep.
and me and dan and chris took the bus home.
and there was this sketch bag who kept fucking following us.
and he got on the same bus as us AND got off at the same stop.
anyways.
we got home and chris took a shower and me and dan slept.
i got sick.
yeah fun wooo.
hmm we basically just hung out the three of us that night.
it was nice.
going out for smokes and such.
fell asleep late cause we were talking.
it was nice.
saying goodbye this morning was sad.
i hurt.
anyways.
i got on the train with cora to go home.
and i felt really sick.
so anyways.
i ended up being sick and i could barely walk and such.
and and and i got on the train to go to clarkson and my mommy picked me up and drove me to the hospital.
and they thought i had appendicitis.
so they did all these blood tests and what not.
and um um um yeah it was kinda gross.
i hate hospitals and what not.
hmm what else.
yeah.
they said i either had appendicitis or an infection in my intestines or some shit like that.
anyways.
they gave me gravol and morphine.
i felt like i was fucking high aha.
i laughed for like 20 minutes straight after it kicked in and then fell asleep.
oh wow.
so um.
i've changed.
a lot.
i never knew meeting someone.
and knowing them for only a short period of time.
can change someone this much.
or could affect me this much.
but it has.
it was sad, i cried.
and you probably noticed.
my heart literally hurt.
i never wanted to leave your arms.
and soon i won't have to.
i'm still smiling because of you.
you're adorable.
and just about the cutest and sweetest boy i've ever known.
and although right now i can't say everything i want to say.
these big feelings keep growing.
and yeah.
wow.
just.. wow.
i'm really excited.
i hope everything goes well.
and as planned.
<3
so that was my weekend.
and it was long.
and more than a weekend causeeee it lasted until tuesday.
oh well.
the bummer is i can't go to james and lee's house today cause i'm sick.
and tom got me a lovely necklace.
i adore it.
p.s
there are marks on my neck from you baby.
<3
very very insane.
went up to barrie saturday.
hung around the house with chris, thom, dan, daniel, lunchbox, james and kyle.
we smoked up.
got fucked.
lunchbox is funny when he's high.
oh man.
i love it.
we watched movies in chris's room.
and some people passed out early.
aka chris.
and it was funny.
stayed up talking with someone all night.
very fun.
hmm.
sunday we woke up.
got french toast.
um um um um.
got ready for the show.
cora dropped sara off somewhere.
then me, her and dan took the car down to the foundy.
thom and dan took the bus.
chris was already downtown with courtney and james.
we all met up.
dan and i went to lucky devil.
got his lip ring changed.
cause i accidently knocked it out the night before when he was attacking me.
then we went to the foundy.
saw people.
they played their set.
daniel left to go home.
thom went home too.
and kyle did too.
sarah, me, dan, lunchbox, james, chris and courtney stayed to watch vicodin and me.
they were good.
then we went to lunchbox's house.
and we met up with bubbles.
and got high.
i fucking love his king kong bong.
oh yeah.
me and sarah were fucked we kept talking about sex.
and she kept making me laugh.
i couldn't stop.
it was great though.
although someone *cough*andrew*cough* doesn't have orange juice in his house so we had to chase the vodka with iced tea.
which wasn't that bad.
it was good actually.
anyways.
we passed out early.
some of us did.
the next morning me, james, dan and chris went to the bus terminal.
and got burger king.
aha gross.
then james took the bus home to sleep.
and me and dan and chris took the bus home.
and there was this sketch bag who kept fucking following us.
and he got on the same bus as us AND got off at the same stop.
anyways.
we got home and chris took a shower and me and dan slept.
i got sick.
yeah fun wooo.
hmm we basically just hung out the three of us that night.
it was nice.
going out for smokes and such.
fell asleep late cause we were talking.
it was nice.
saying goodbye this morning was sad.
i hurt.
anyways.
i got on the train with cora to go home.
and i felt really sick.
so anyways.
i ended up being sick and i could barely walk and such.
and and and i got on the train to go to clarkson and my mommy picked me up and drove me to the hospital.
and they thought i had appendicitis.
so they did all these blood tests and what not.
and um um um yeah it was kinda gross.
i hate hospitals and what not.
hmm what else.
yeah.
they said i either had appendicitis or an infection in my intestines or some shit like that.
anyways.
they gave me gravol and morphine.
i felt like i was fucking high aha.
i laughed for like 20 minutes straight after it kicked in and then fell asleep.
oh wow.
so um.
i've changed.
a lot.
i never knew meeting someone.
and knowing them for only a short period of time.
can change someone this much.
or could affect me this much.
but it has.
it was sad, i cried.
and you probably noticed.
my heart literally hurt.
i never wanted to leave your arms.
and soon i won't have to.
i'm still smiling because of you.
you're adorable.
and just about the cutest and sweetest boy i've ever known.
and although right now i can't say everything i want to say.
these big feelings keep growing.
and yeah.
wow.
just.. wow.
i'm really excited.
i hope everything goes well.
and as planned.
<3
so that was my weekend.
and it was long.
and more than a weekend causeeee it lasted until tuesday.
oh well.
the bummer is i can't go to james and lee's house today cause i'm sick.
and tom got me a lovely necklace.
i adore it.
p.s
there are marks on my neck from you baby.
<3