bad day

[diaryofanation]

today was crap..mom liked the tattoo, dad hated it. hes really mad at me for it but i feel that he will get over it in time. i love both of my parents very much but our whole family is going through alot right now. we have been in spritual warfare for a long time. we are all weary and tired. so thoes of you who pray, please pray for us. it seems as if life is comming unglued..and alot of it i fear is my fault. i cant work, but i really need money bad. i have tickets and medical bills i have to pay off. i find myself feeling more and more guilty. i cant help it. i need to go...i must wash my leg and be polite to becca who came to visit.

i love you all

<3

"this is how i know what love is that you would die for me..."