Everyone loves the dream, but I kill it.

[diary_you_abuse]

I must say I've grown quite fond of the new scheme (Horizon). I hated it at first, but I just switched it back to Xcolibur and confused myself tremendously so switched back to Horizon...

I got pwnz0rd so hard in Scrabble today by David, and I hate life. I can't show my face in this town ever again. But he's toast in Monopoly!

So Danny "lost" $100 of

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[theincomplete]

Basically the only advice I have for you is...

If you want that vision to become real badly enough, and you feel that THAT is what will make you happy, do it. Is it going to be easy? Hell no.

You have to make things fall into your lap. They won't fall into your lap by its self.
Someone told me that and it's absolutely true. You have to make things happen.

It's YOUR dream, and YOUR vision. Don't let a bunch of twats tell you what to do and discourage you. It will get you fucking nowhere. Because the only thing that should matter is that dream.

Because there will be tons of people out there, that want to see you fail, make a fool of yourself, and there are many bitter people out there who will say your efforts are trite and ridiculous.
Those are the people who want to put down others because they didn't or dont have the ability to complete or achieve their own dreams. They aren't worth your time.

Nothing IS and nothing SHOULD be a waste of your time if you love it enough and want it enough - regardless of money and anything else.

It's hard to break into the music industry and scene. If you're willing to put the time and effort into it, nothing and nobody should be stopping you. It WILL be worth it after all the hardships and everything you have gone through, when you are happy and standing there, on a stage thinking, "How the fuck did this happen?!"

and that dream will be reality.

I leave you with words from a wise man:

"Make it work!!"

(ps. I'm pretty sure that's all out of the order I intended it to be in, but whatever. You get the point.)
(pps. Keep in mind that you're still in fucking highschool. You're still a kid. Relax, dude. Take it easy for a bit.)

and laaawl at all this coming from a 14 year old girl.

[diary_you_abuse]

Hahah, Pauline's awesome. I love how a person younger than me is telling me all these deep, life things. But seriously, thank you. I need someone to tell me these things, and motivate me.

&&elohel@TimGunn: "Make it work!"

Thanks sooo so much for not telling me I'm stupid for having this dream. :]

[theincomplete]

SERIOUSLY.
WHAT WOULD PEOPLE DO WITHOUT ME IN THIS WORLD!?

Don't worry, tons of people have told me I've been stupid for having my dreams. I've been there. It makes you a lot tougher and thick skinned. and loads more stubborn.

[theincomplete]

Basically, you need a large smile, tough skin and a middle finger.
It works!