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well, today was going to be a good day.
CJ was going to come over and we were gonna chill&play video games.
i got up at 9:30 and waited till ten.
[he was supose to call between nine and ten]
when he didnt call,
i called him.
lucky me, he gave me a wrong fucking number.
or im over reacting and i copied it wrong.
but i doubt it.
its 2 and i still havent heard from him.
Then, at ten something i called Ray.
he said he might hang out with me but had to figure out what was going on with his girlfriend.
at 1130 he called me back.
and told me he might come over.
and told me he'd call at 1230.
and yet again, he didnt call.
what am i doing?
i get along with guys so easly
but when it comes down to it,
either i get attracted to them
or they get attracted to me.
its bullshit.
i just want some good friends.
CJ was going to come over and we were gonna chill&play video games.
i got up at 9:30 and waited till ten.
[he was supose to call between nine and ten]
when he didnt call,
i called him.
lucky me, he gave me a wrong fucking number.
or im over reacting and i copied it wrong.
but i doubt it.
its 2 and i still havent heard from him.
Then, at ten something i called Ray.
he said he might hang out with me but had to figure out what was going on with his girlfriend.
at 1130 he called me back.
and told me he might come over.
and told me he'd call at 1230.
and yet again, he didnt call.
what am i doing?
i get along with guys so easly
but when it comes down to it,
either i get attracted to them
or they get attracted to me.
its bullshit.
i just want some good friends.