Meh.
I have been...malcontent...for about 3 weeks now. I'm restless, feel like I'm just drifting, and I'm having trouble concentrating. I'm doing dumb things, letting my emotions get the best of me, and I'm not eating enough. I'm disengaging from all the people around me.
My first question to myself is (yes I talk to myself frequently) "am I depressed?"
Perhaps I am, but why would I be? I have nothing to complain about.
Maybe that's the problem. I'm doing that lovely self destruct thing because life is TOO good?
God, am I really that lame?
I don't even know what to write right now. I've written 2 other entries and deleted them within minutes of posting in the last couple weeks. I will leave this one up...Zephy, where can I get some of those magic pills? haha.
My first question to myself is (yes I talk to myself frequently) "am I depressed?"
Perhaps I am, but why would I be? I have nothing to complain about.
Maybe that's the problem. I'm doing that lovely self destruct thing because life is TOO good?
God, am I really that lame?
I don't even know what to write right now. I've written 2 other entries and deleted them within minutes of posting in the last couple weeks. I will leave this one up...Zephy, where can I get some of those magic pills? haha.