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...forget december
it won't be better than i remember it before
and this month only
would be so lonely
and not so homely anymore...
-Something Corporate
It's December...finally. And the wierd part? It doesn NOT feel like it. Like, yea, there is snow and it's cold and my birthday is fastly approaching (5 days) but December is about joy and good feelings. I'm not saying I'm depressed or anything...but I don't feel December. I want to have a blanket on the couch with a fire in the fireplace watching a good movie with a good friend. I want to sip hot chocolate as we put up the Christmas Tree...I want to relax and celebrate...'cause that's what Christmas is about...being with family and just living in the moment.
Back to reality....I just got back from vacation and school is as stressful as ever. Serisouly i feel like right now i don't have time to sleep...and then i can't keep my eyes open in class. I know that I have no room to talk. I just went on a week long vacation with my family...all my cousins too...and it was so fun and really relaxing. But in the past two days I've been catching up...and running running running trying to get things done...and it doesn't feel like the holiday season. Hopefully things will slow down soon...so i get the chance to do all those wintery things i like to do....hopefully i'll be able to keep my eyes open in school...hopefully we will have a great Christmas...
...shall we?